I decided to pull out my maternity jeans today. For a few reasons, I guess. The first being I bought a nice pair and with this being my last baby I felt I should use them as long as I have even a slight excuse. And the second being, I'm just barely fitting into some of my pants and not quite fitting into most of them. 

It's a hard place to be, almost within reach of my old life. My old clothes. My old body. But not quite there. And just as I am determined to relish every stage of my last baby I am also determined to slow down on my expectations for myself. 

Always looking forward. Always wanting the next goal. Today I set aside the goal weight, the should be body, the what comes next mentality and pulled out my maternity jeans, put them on and told myself to enjoy the right now. 

What can you enjoy right now despite it not being where you want to end up?